I may be a sinner, but I may be justified

penis, penis. et cetera.


...i've never made a new years resolution before in my life but i'm thinking i should make one right now: clone jesse TRAP A MALE AND TRICK IT INTO LIKING ME

yeah, i'm desperately trying to get over... that person. let's not talk about it lulz. for those interested though it has thus far been a feat akin to clawing my way up a brick wall at an upside down obtuse angle. and that doesn't even fucking make sense

ANYGAY. i'm freal. i have no idea how i'll do it; generally a prerequisite to finding a mate is not being a friendless hermit. at least i think.

TO THE DRAWING BOARD


the first step to getting laid!: BACK AWAY FROM THE INTERNET (no.)

step 2: reduce sentience to that of a garden variety house fly and put crusty black stuff around eyes. DONE AND DONE.

step 3: TALK REAL QUIET SO EVERYONE WILL KNOW YOU'RE NOT A LESBIAN

step 4: wear a shirt that says "i'm not 13"

THINK THAT ABOUT COVERS IT LOLOLLOOLOL


ok lol, i jest. kinda. but seriously. without my undoubted failures in love and certain future of loneliness WE WOULDN'T HAVE THESE LULZ I'M BRINGIN. my victorian era porn icon is finally relevant.

COME ON. WHAT IS THIS?

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adam lambert fans will not be impressed. i am not, because, uhm, hello, SEXIST. SEXIST SEXIST SEXIST. grrrr. things like this make me mad.

okay. so. i need some advice here. maybe not so much advice but, i don't know, opinions? anything would be helpful!

quick backstory:

so, i started going out with my ex two years ago on new years eve. (we made it official then) and we were together for two months before he left for australia to be with his family. (we had discussed this beforehand and i knew it was coming, rarararara) and there were tears and hugs and kisses and all that crap and whatever. he was only supposed to be going for a year. we agreed to try a long distance relationship. everything was going fine for the first few months, then his ugh "girlfriend" messages me over BEBO (bebo, damnit! come on) and is like, "do you know whatshisface?" and i'm like.... "yes..." and she's all, "he says you're his ex. i mean, i new he had a girlfriend in another country but he said he called you a few weeks back and broke it off." and i'm like. fantastic. i would have liked to have known when that fell through but, hey! obviously i didn't get that call! nevermind. killing part is, he continued to ring me and tell me he loved me and rarararara. and this girl (who is actually really nice) was like. "he's kind of being a dick about this." because we'd talked it over together and she'd been like. "fuck off." to him. so. me and him? kind of didn't talk for like. ages.

and he never ended up coming back to nz.

now on christmas, i sent all my close friends and family text messages (y'know the ones) and he ended up texted me. telling me i'm his number one and rararara and he will always love me and okay. so. however, this new years, he rings me up (sober!) and tells me how much he misses me and how much he loves me and all this jazz and i'm pretty drunk and i'm like.... "uhm. okay," outside a bathroom. and so far, he's been ringing me every day. he rung me when i was in the movies, and when i didn't answer, he proceeded to call me three times in a row before i had to get out of my seat and go otuside to tell him i was, y'know BUSY.

and he's coming back this year for a friend's wedding and he's all "i can't wait to see you!" and i'm like.

WHAT.

so.  OPINIONS? ADIVCE?

WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON HERE?!

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omg i have cable internet :O it's like some kind of wonderful dream. except it'll only connect one machine at a time... it won't recognize the ethernet card on this computer. it's a 10/100 which is the minimum sysreq but it just won't work. i gave it access to every protocol in THE UNIVERSE but nothing worked. GAY.

anygay, in celebration of my new internet juice!:






















TINY OCTOPUS SALAD




when you see it you'll shit bricks!




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time to go play mario party :O

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i know i' m late. but that's how long it took me to recover :L

photos here: www.facebook.com/album.php

also, add me if you're on facebook(: i'm like, super active there.

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why does tim curry turn me on so much? WHYYYYY


we're having 6 qualifying races tomorrow... i need gloves, and steel-toed boots for these fjvking babies that flip out and stomp on me >:O


soon i think i'm getting superfast internet juice, which will undoubtedly make playing the internet over 9000 times FUNNER! it'll also make uploading videos of myself playing the piano over 9000 times more possible. i can play sheik's theme now omg :O and i thought i had carpal tunnel from chronic masturbation, well i got news internet friends, it's about to get over 9000 times worse cause there are a lot more zelda songs to learn.


when amanda was here she had an ulcer thing in her mouth, and she said it hurt so bad that she couldn't eat right, so she was desperately trying to eat cookies like a cracked-out seagull and i made fun of her so hard... and now i have one. AND IT HURTS SO BAD GGHYSASFASLGHL

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So, because I'm bored I've decided to stay up 'til which is... 4 AM right now to make some glee icons.
 

Preview:

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lolll i didn't go to work today. gary called and i was like "oh, i didn't know we were going back today!" which was almost a lie but he was just like whatever cause he's a crazy lumberjack bwahahaha. he told me to make sure i come in tomorrow cause we're gonna go to breakfast. lmao i love my job...

people keep calling me with numbers listed as unavailable, and i found out it's people calling about my hospital bills... lol @ my $15,000 debt. no, shanequa, i don't have insurance. "jo, if you don't deal with this you'll never get a car! or a house!" OH DANG AND I WAS ALL READY TO BUY BOTH THOSE THINGS TOO. lol seriously. the thought of me buying a car (or a house, which i can't even type with a straight face) is just laughable. can you just see it? me owning a home... lmao. hilarious. a mobile home maybe. wherein my circus accouterments are kept. >:| i suppose what i'm getting at would be... i'm far too anti-system nihilistic and apathetic to give a damn about anything! cool. let's do some heroin everybody.




AT LEAST I HAVE 2 POUNDS OF POPCORN-FLAVORED LOLLIPOPS

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